Tuesday, July 19, 2005

LET THEM BURN in their own capitalistick selfish littel homes MUHAHHAHA

Now I am drunk.

I dont like the green heading color, why is it green? I havent been able to change it dammit.....light green..... so boring.

Well, I wass thinking........

I was talking to this guyonline today.... one of the few I talk to quite often on a regular basis. He has such a good heart., If a lot of people in the world was like him, it woud all be a littel easier.

And who am I?

Am I really good?

and wht is it to be good?

Does good really exsict?

Why do we all need so much to put labels on thngs? See thigs in white and balck. Its sad....... yes its kinda sad.

It`s like we dont wont to be bothered to take the time to see the comlplicated and paradoxal things in life so we just put a lable on it so we wont have to think that much anymore and pass on to the next.

Why cant we just be open to life?????
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Well, I guess I just did it mysef now. I said :

" he is good...... the world would be better if a lot of people were like him" ( so I am implying that the world is filled with bad pople)......well, now I am doing some sorto of too easy logic I see. I will have to look at this closer when I am not drunk - tomorrow.
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Well, what really upsets me is that peole are so selfish....

........ like here in norway, what matters t them when they wote is if the party and person they wote for will give them lower taxes and cheeper liquor....just theír own small lives, that is,

They dont give a damn about the poor or the sufferning or the lower parts in the society. And then they go around coplaing about the prices...

"Oh mY gOd , its so expencive here in norway, and the taxes are waaay too much" ...." and the government have such high taxes on tobacco and alcohol"...do they ever think abut the purpose for it or how much they also benift from it actually and all the others who needs it????

and they go back to thire big houes and cars and asses loaded with money......

MAN!!!! IT GETS ME MAD!"!!!

Hello pople. can you stick your littel selfabsorbed heads out of your own worlds for one second and see that this damned world is biigger than your own littel house and kids and husband and dog....ARRRRRRRRHHJJHH!!!

I meen, seriously, I dont make 80% of what the get in salary and I pay my taxes with honor, cause I know its a necessaty in this society. I know it will contribute to the wellfare off ALL! (Well, some of the governmets is some shitheads, especially here in Norway right now - I would really have preffered it if the government was socialistick, I would feel my money was spent in a better way then, but anyway, you get my point)

Oh, and when i think about that I just want to ascape...sell all my stuff an movee into a cave somewhere......

silly me
so childish

just run away and leave then to roth in thier selfishness

would be good for them

MUHAHAHAHAHA!

and one day they will wake up maybe,

and undersaand ...

......and see how this selfish, capitalistick , ego-sentrick society is a sick and disturbed one.
Based on selfish values and american (sorry, guys, nnot all of you, but you get my point I am sure) shallow narsisistick masturbation of our EGOS!!!!

..... but then it will be to late

and then I will be alone and old with black rotten teeth in my littel cold cave
- laughing an evil and lonely wicked (and maybe a littel crazy) laughter (of course i woúld have lost all my sense of compassion and pitty) ....and think : "! FUCK them!"....finally they got it, but I hope its to late and that the entire worls will just burn under their selfish asses. And that they will roll around in all the emptiness they have created inside from this selfseraching stupidity. MUHAHAHHA!!!!!

Thats what I will think......and its a nice thougth.

Even thougth I know I will never meen it 10%......... its a nice thought...

Would be good to be that evil and not at all care!!!!!!!



...even just for half an hour


3 comments:

  1. Keep away the negative emotions my dear.. ;-)
    Though i'm sure it felt great to write all that!! :-D

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  2. Oh, I will never surpress negativity, for me - that would like running away from life.... though I will always try and focus on the positive :)

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  3. Ha, ha, I will make sure to come into society and chat now and then....for you Jess ;)

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