Be true to yourself and who you are!
~ Those who mind don't matter
and those who matter don't mind
:)

I know I might sound like a cliche now but.......

Its strange
But the way you see things can change everything
Its really true....
You do create your own world!

When you choose the good and to look at the good things in something or someone
life shines through with its true beauty
When you set things free within you, that is the time you feel true freedom
Your perspective creates your world, if you see yourself as a victim - you are a victim.
If you see your losses as great experiences to learn from, they are no longer losses, but treasures.
If you embrace it all, the pain, the anger, the loss, the hurt, the joy, the love, the happiness
you will see that they are parts of the same song
The wonderful song of life

Its so simple, but so easy to forget
don't forget it
Go out today and celebrate life
Go out today and dare making yourself vulnerable - Telling those you love that you do love them
Show those you care for that you care
It can be hard - I know, but when you realize that it doesn't matter how they respond,
its not hard at all.
It comes back to the same thing, it depends on your perspective!

You have given them a gift of the good, in this lies no expectations or demands
- Just a wish to show how you feel and to give
That is enough

Hugs, smiles and happy wishes
xxx
Aasa

Home?

Update:
Feeling better now
These things visit me now and then
If its not an existentialistic crisis its something like this
I guess we can learn from everything
Hugs
Aasa

I don't want anything anymore
I am tired of the rush after excitement in me, it is dead
I am tired of my silly dreams and hopes
Why do I have to be so damned open to everything?
I feel so much....its like the world stings me

And I don't belong here, how can I be here one more year?
I feel like a wild animal in a cage
I need trees, people, smiles, love, tenderness, closeness
Everything here is pollution and noise, noise, noise
I hate this place, the big streets, the heat
The only thing I want is just to go back home
So I can feel that at least something can be safe and warm

Success

Success

To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.
~ Ralph Waldo Emersion

I stole this from Eddie

Run away.......

I don't want to do this
I want to go home
Everything is just really fucked up
and I am sick of getting disappointed
Right now I don't even want to travel
Or even look at a guy ever again
I am sick of these silly hopes of mine
and how my feelings is worn outside on my skin
Nobody else bloody does, they are just pretending or hiding or rationalizing
I am sick of feeling crushed, again and again and again
I made my life never safe, I made myself love the unknown,
because I never found safety, it has never been there - ever!
Maybe its not for me to find?
I don't belong anywhere or with anybody
I just feel like a outsider with no roots
Why do I have to feel so damned much
Maybe I am just being selfish now
Maybe I cannot see in this moment the people who actually care, or know me
But it feels like nobody does, and I just want to hide
I want home
to Norway
to hell with everything else!

Cuddle-buddy

Hi, my name is Aasa, and I am a cuddloholic!

Hm, people out there have fuck-buddies
that's not at all my thing
But being back here in Spain without my regular circle of friends and family,
I have found out that I need a cuddle buddy
Somebody you can just call up anytime when you need some cuddle
Hahahahahaha
If I had that I don't think I would stress about anything at all - ever
So.....Any wolunteers ?
;) Winks

PS; Sad that in this world seems to be filled with people who longs for closeness and cuddle, but only a few who gets it. Where did we go wrong? And why is closeness normally always associated with sexuality?

Vive cada minuto de tu vida como si fuera el último, algún día lo será.
Live every minute of your life like it was the last, one day it will be.
Lev hvert minutt av livet ditt som det var det siste, en dag vil være det
Viu cada minut de la teva vida com si fos l'últim, algun dia ho serà
Lebe jede Minute, als sei es deine letzte; eines Tages wird sie es sein

Jungian temperamental analysis

ENFP

Extroverted (E) 74.07% Introverted (I) 25.93%

Intuitive (N) 79.31% Sensing (S) 20.69%
Feeling (F) 50.85% Thinking (T) 49.15%
Perceiving (P) 66.67% Judging (J) 33.33%

Your type is:
ENFP - "The inspirer" - Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population.

Free Jung Word Test (similar to Myers-Briggs)
personality tests by similarminds.com

Raed yraid - daily updated

OBS:
To the very few of you who have my mobile number
I have lost forgotten my mobile in Norway, and will not get it back in a few weeks
~ Aasa

Wednesday 04.10:
I lost an illusion and gained a friend

Tuesday 03.10
I am dreaming about the jungle and thinking that if I find a place to live with some weird artsy people that might be fun
:) I am searching in the Barrio Gotico (gothic area) right now, think it would be a nice place to live.

Monday 02.10:
First day at school
Jubidoooo!!!
:)
So nice to see everybody again
Really great!
Saturday 30.09 and Sunday 01.10
No time for writing

Friday 29.09:
I did it!
I made 3 exam projects in 4 days
Whoa!
Now I am freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Thursday 28.09:
I am like paralyzed
I have a lot of work to do and I am doing absolutely nothing
I am just sad
And not even good-sad, just sad
I need cuddle . . .

Wednesday evening:
Same today as well, I need to get a prize for this
Sigh

Wednesday 27.09:
Iamsogood! I spent hoursandhours in the lab yesterday. Its the most boring thing to do ever.
Lab-work is like math of photography...yaaaaaaaaaaawn!
But I did it!
Yuuuhuuuu!
Congrats to myself!
Tap on the back!

Tuesday 26.09:
Itsgoddamnedhothereargh!

Monday night:
My first night and there is a street-jazz-pyro-water show thingy!
Lucky me!

TAAATAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Monday 25.09:
I am back in the freaky city
A new start, a new place to live, new class - this will be fun!
Anybody who wants to impulsively visit are welcome!
:)

~ Aasa

1.st of October

...Was World Vegetarian Day
&
October is official World Vegetarian Awareness Month
Go sneak out those recipes
:)
(Thanks Caru)

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!















I
can´t
do
this
!!!!!!
!!!!!

Not
an
other
year
!




I need to go somewhere else! I need something NEW!
.......................................................Maybe the jungle!
........................RAWR!.................................................!

Henri Rousseau

MY fav "jungle artist"

Fun test - try it out!

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

Psycho?

I think my current "roomy" is stalking me........
.......... At least he is lurking.
He is lurking outside of my door
When I sit calm and quiet and do stuff
singing to myself,
then I turn around
he is standing there,
silent like dust on a highway,
Yeiks!

Hm, that reminds me, this is one of my favorite movies. It is so on the very edge of being overdone, sentimental and kitschy that its just lovely. (Well, actually not on the edge, but quite over it) Have a little look!
PS: Isn't this the funniest psycho-picture ever?

Translation into English made by Caru

I look

I look at the whitish sky,
I look at the clouds, blue-grey,
I look at the bloodshot sun.

So this is the world.
So this is the planets' home.

A raindrop!

I look at the lofty houses,
I look at a thousand windows,
I look at the far away spires.

So this is Earth.
So this is the home of mankind.

The clouds, blue-grey, are gathering;
the sun's gone away.

I look at the well-dressed gents,
I look at the smiling ladies,
I look at the tired horses.

Now the clouds, blue-grey, thicken.

I look and I look...
I must have come to the wrong planet.
It's so strange here.

Jeg ser

Jeg ser på den hvide himmel,
jeg ser på de gråblå skyer,
jeg ser på den blodige sol.

Dette er altså verden.
Dette er altså klodenes hjem.

En regndråbe!

Jeg ser på de høie huse,
jeg ser på de tusen vinduer,
jeg ser på det fjerne kirketårn.

Dette er altså jorden.
Dette er altså menneskenes hjem.

De gråblå skyer samler seg. Solen blev borte.

Jeg ser på de velklædde herrer,
jeg ser på de smilende damer,
jeg ser på de ludende heste.

Hvor gråblå skyer blir tunge.

Jeg ser, jeg ser...
Jeg er vist kommet på en feil klode!
Her er så underligt...

Sigbjørn Obstfelder - 1893.

The most powerful man in the world has something to say

Maybe this is what he should have said

Salem

A friend of mine told me that
this little kitty of his - Salem
naturally attracts people

SO I am going to post her here
and see if more people
read my blog now
Mioooooooooou!

Killer-teddy

Healthy lifestyle

I have always been hooked on trying to live in a way that will be beneficial for my health and also the world around me.
Now I am adding two new rules to my eating....going to drink 2 liter of water every day and eat fruit after each meal (like a dessert, jum)
Some other things as well, but I wont bore you with it.
Thing is, if you have fructose in your kitchen instead of sugar you are met with strange attitudes!
I am serious!
I was very surprised to find out how little people in general care about eating healthy

5 minor tips to you who care:

- In health stores in general they have a herbal-salt called Herbamare. It tastes delicious and is soo much better than that scary salt everybody uses.
Sea-salt is also a good alternative.

- Fructose or brown instead of white refined sugar

- Stay the hell off margarine. (saturated fat has a higher mortality correlation than smoking) If you want - use butter

- Light products are full of shit - try to avoid additives in the food as much as you can (those not natural)

- If you can - go vegetarian. It does not only save you some health-risks, but has larger impacts....
Remember, everything starts with the one person
Good or evil - it´s your choise




















~ Aasa the freak

I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I like you, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying,
I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I like you, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I like you, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying, I hate flying,I hate flying, I hate flying,I hate flying ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

I sink under the surface and hide in safety

That surrounds me like soft water,
and murmur songs from the deep
I rarely allow myself to hear

I always dived from the highest cliffs
Searching in the leap itself
Searching in the very fall
What I always thought I wanted





But in tiny moments
In your eyes
In a closed door
In a silence
In something that I never saw
But always knew

I found the opposite of what I searched
Underneath everything
Lying there
In silent water, sleeping,
waiting to be seen, to be lived

by me